mama asking bout her sweet ole boy i said i’m sorry i got treated like a chewed up toy fuck is you ‘posed to do when you lose that joy? i speak bluntly feel like a soldier to a no country she don’t want the love cause she was just tryna fuck me luckily my homies they be holding me down saying suffice - dog, you nice and you ill with the sound we was wondering where ya went when you dipped outta town my fault gang y’know it’s just the same old thang one love - apart of the game cause my heart don’t change ain’t it strange? My physical fucking out of the frame Even when I’m gone my spirits sure to remain. found the beauty in the pain what use is it to complain? for underneath the heavens my friend we are all the same give or take, through the love and hate i made some mistakes so tell me girl would you love me with no food on my plate? would you love me if i ain’t got ice if i ain’t dress nice or if i couldn’t rock this goddamn mic I just fucking wanna feel alright I had a fucked up life I aint worthy of the kids and a wife shit in my life i ain’t never had shit but the pain i ain’t tryna complain you see the track was like a moth to a flame forgive me girl the worlds nothing but lies to spent my whole life soul searching to find you the time flew the mind grew further apart in my heart you the one who haunts me partly, i wished you want me i’m tryna play it cool and nonchalantly you make me act a fool, so just know that you fucking got me her presence was the sand to the beach a hand kept out of the reach sophisticated with the use of her speech to say the least i’m as civilized as a beast she’s the water of life i’m nothing less than deceased nonetheless i confess i’m just looking for peace i only yield to her flesh because i crave the release i can’t help it, ever since the day that in which felt it 
i knew that i could love her without ever being selfish you were never mine it was just my turn- despite the fact its your mind, body, spirit i yearn What she do with her own life is merely none of my concern i’m grateful the way that you kiss me is so tasteful to throw away the present is nothing but so wasteful i admit that you’re quick, i’m a fan of your witt plus you fucking speak olelo and i’m proud of that shit you’re a motherfucking gem you could kill with your pen when my life comes to end i hope i see you again i see the feelings you evoke, in a world that’s so broke how the hell you stand proud, and radiate so much hope? i feel you flow through my palm, as you seep through my fingers this world is so fleeting i want this moment to linger— its a shame that the day doesnt last forever cause the best days of my life are the ones we had together— never told her i feel cause i figured she don’t care this verse is just a letter to someone from somewhere —you couldn’t feel me like the air that you breathe you only notice that i’m gone like the air when it leave—